Bad Day by Daniel Powter

Bad Day

I feel so sad today.
It seems that everything is going in the wrong way!

I’m in a new town and everything should be great, I should be outside living millions of new exciting experiences! But no, nothing has changed!

I still stay at home all day long…the only difference is that I don’t go to high school any more, and I am so alone.
I don’t wanna be misunderstood, it’s not that I want to came back to my old life, it just sucked too much. The point is that I just wanna gain the courage to DO SOMETHING. It could be anything! Like…a restyling or meeting new people. I know this is only the first obstacle and that things are not so shitty…but…it feels terrible now!

Right now one of my best friend, who has moved here in Rome too, is avoiding me and I don’t know what’s the real reason she’s doing that, I mean…I’ve done nothing to her!

The other one has no time at all to talk to me on skype…she has put me on her time schedule! Do you get it!?! she has to plan the right time to call me! She pretends to be always so busy…but I know she’s not!

The point is that I don’t belong here…and I don’t belong there…I seriously need a break from everything, I need to go miles far away from everybody I know.

I think this is the right time, I’ve really nothing to lose now…maybe I should pack my things again and go. But this time there will be no half measure, I will go WHERE I WANT and do the things in MY WAY!

No more helps, no more contacts, no more old me….that’s a promise!

Every way out is a new entrance

Tag

destiny, freedom, new beginning, revelation, wild

“UNQUALIFIED”, this means I wasn’t accepted.The hearth was crashing, my entire world was falling into pieces, in a few words: I WAS RUINED.

I moved from Milan to Rome in order to frequent that Academy of Drama, I love theatre and it’s my dream to become a director. I didn’t know what to do.
But suddenly I repeated those words to my dad, in a loud tone, not in my mind like I’ve done millions of times in that minute, and, surprisingly, I feel relieved. Unqualified seems to be the most beautiful word on hearth.

Destiny.
It isn’t true that you can’t escape it, but it is true that sometimes it leads you to the right way.
I wasn’t ready for a new beginning. I needed a break between the end of high school and the start of something new. Experience is what I need more, and freedom, and adventure.

I used to see only a huge possibility ‘cause I’ve always wanted the best, and you can’t have a less best or a more best….the best is unique. So the possibility is unique too.
But now I’ve realized how many concrete possibilities I have. Possibilities that I’ve never consider!
I always feel like I lived in a cage, but now, now I’m free.

Now I know why my uncle say: “Every way out is a new entrance”, but I would rather say: “Every closed highway is a bunch of wild tracks” and I’m ready to go into the wild.